Yesterday was a bit of a shitty day if im honest. The previous day id done some housework and my back had started to ache. This frightens me as the last time around from 4 weeks onwards I had terrible back ache/pains. So i stopped doing the housework and lay down on settee. Had a fairly early night and was hoping for the back ache to have disappeared the following day. But it was still there slightly, but I was also getting wierd shooting pain sensations where my ovary would be in my lower back area, then it moved over to the right. It sent me into a complete and utter panic.
I didnt want to go to work, I was in a right state, I went upstairs to get my shoes and told Paul then burst into floods of tears. He said to ring the midwife, but I said that last time I rang and she just said its normal.
Anyway I went to work, got there late and explained to my boss what had happened. She said with my past history not to leave anything to chance, so I said she was right and would see how I felt later on. Time pasted and my back was ok, but I just didnt feel right in myself. Sort of like flu like symptoms, achey bones and I was really hot. I went to the toliet shortly before we finished and I went to stand up and I felt really dizzy. I panicked coz I HATE been dizzy or fainting.
I said if I felt like this today I would go to the docs.
So far this morning, I just feel mega sick. So we will see.
I just want that scan to see if its ok, its an awful feeling waiting and that could be making me feel ill for all I know.
Keep everything crossed its ok this time
xoxo
everything crossed
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