Me now

Me now
14st 4lbs June 2009

Me in aug

Me in aug
my new hair

My hair again

My hair again



My princess mia 9th oct 2009

My princess mia 9th oct 2009
Going to Disney on Ice-Princess wishes

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

A little update...its been a while


I havent been around much past few weeks. Not a lot been happening apart from me getting swine flu when we came back from London. Took a few weeks to feel like me again.

My nana was rushed to hospital 9 days ago. She was diagonosed with cancer last aug, but my aunties didnt want her to know about it. Shes weakened a lot since then, and just recently when i visited her Inoticed her memory was going. I was shocked as shes always been so on the ball. Anyway, it was a chest infection but shes started vomiting and has inhaled it. This has now caused bronchial pneumonia, which is the same thing that killed my other nana in february. Shes even in the same room when she died. Shes slipping into a coma, so its not looking good. I havent seen her, i dont want to upset myself.

Pregnancy wise im almost 11 weeks and past the mark I got to last time, so im pleased about that, however i wont rest until i see the scan. Im just waiting for that appointment to come through.
Im starting to get my appitite back, but still really dont like chicken anymore lol. I just need now to start eating mega healthily as i still cant be bothered to cook fresh meals. I did make mince and dumpings last week with loads of fresh veg and MY GOD IT WAS STUNNING!!!!!!!
Another food im loving is cottage cheese with pineapple or chives on crackerbreads,ive always liked these but more so lately.

So im off now to feed my face with those and some tomato soup....YUMMMY xxx

Sunday, 12 July 2009

Amazing time in London & IM ENGAGED


My ring is stunning, and im sooooooooooooo happy. Will write more later


Tuesday, 7 July 2009

A little update and 2 more sleeps for LONDON

WOOOOHOOOOOO im really looking forward to it now. Just to get away for a couple of days will be great, away from work lol.
Still quite tired and have been very sickly today at work, was sick when I got up but wasnt sick anymore,just feeling sick. Which I think at times is worse.
1 more day at work then im off till monday...YIPPEEEE

Still off my food a lot, havent done a proper food shop for ages, food is just turning my stomach. Im only eating what I fancy at the time and then I have like 2 mouthfuls and im full. Very strange, but no doubt in a few weeks my appetite will return.

Havent been weighed for 2 weeks, going to go next week. Reckon ive put on a good few pounds already so im going to have to keep an eye on that. Dont want to be gaining loads.

So guys, doubt i'll have time to blog tomorrow so I'll be back after LONDON xoxo

Friday, 3 July 2009


Im ready for a couple of days off like. Got a jam packed weekend but at least im not at work!!

6 Days for London now, cant wait to get away.

Hope everyones good, off to work now


Thursday, 2 July 2009

A lot calmer yesterday

thank god. I hate been like that. Hopefully i'll have another better day today.
2 more shifts and im off the weekend. Going to a fun day at Pauls work on sat and sun will catch up with me Dad and sis, Dads birthday on Monday.

7 days till London, this time next week i'll be at train station getting ready to leave. Looking forward to the break away.

Just a quick one today as no food in house, so have to nip round the shop for milk and bread, before I get ready for work.

Bye for now xx

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

Not a good day yesterday

Yesterday was a bit of a shitty day if im honest. The previous day id done some housework and my back had started to ache. This frightens me as the last time around from 4 weeks onwards I had terrible back ache/pains. So i stopped doing the housework and lay down on settee. Had a fairly early night and was hoping for the back ache to have disappeared the following day. But it was still there slightly, but I was also getting wierd shooting pain sensations where my ovary would be in my lower back area, then it moved over to the right. It sent me into a complete and utter panic.
I didnt want to go to work, I was in a right state, I went upstairs to get my shoes and told Paul then burst into floods of tears. He said to ring the midwife, but I said that last time I rang and she just said its normal.
Anyway I went to work, got there late and explained to my boss what had happened. She said with my past history not to leave anything to chance, so I said she was right and would see how I felt later on. Time pasted and my back was ok, but I just didnt feel right in myself. Sort of like flu like symptoms, achey bones and I was really hot. I went to the toliet shortly before we finished and I went to stand up and I felt really dizzy. I panicked coz I HATE been dizzy or fainting.
I said if I felt like this today I would go to the docs.
So far this morning, I just feel mega sick. So we will see.
I just want that scan to see if its ok, its an awful feeling waiting and that could be making me feel ill for all I know.
Keep everything crossed its ok this time